These will be incredibly sensitive, horrific, detailed, and very emotionally raw for me…
These next few posts are going to be very graphic. I will be talking about some of the earlier sexual abuse that I went through. The details are very difficult to speak, and even writing it, its nauseating. It’ll be like I’m testifying all over again. Talking about the physical abuse is not as difficult to write about, I could talk about it all day.
I have to mentally prepare myself for this. When I wrote these details down before, I shut down for a few days. I couldn’t speak to anyone, and I had to process the emotions all over again. I know, as part of my healing, that I’ll have to most likely take a step back for a bit to refocus, and most importantly pray. I trust God is in this process, and as I mentioned before, each post is a part of my past being released. The healing is there. I need to get through this and get my story out there, for whatever God’s plan is for it, He’s in control.
So, just warning you. You do not have to read these next few posts, I’ll put a trigger warning on the post.
This is truth, this is real, and I’m not alone.
Thank you, Jesus for keeping me.