Thank You Lord!!
I’ve noticed that the more I post, the more I heal. The process is still very painful, which is why I try to post at least once a week. I have always been a very private person. I don’t usually like to talk about myself in any context. This is different though, even though I haven’t SPOKEN publicly about my past yet, this blog has helped me to get my story out there. I pray that my story can help at least one person. The only reason I decided to write a blog is because I felt led to by the Holy Spirit, which is why I am currently able to do this. I am solely giving this over to God, whatever His plans are for this blog, I trust it completely.
I have received readers from other countries, and I pray that is not by mistake. The trauma I’ve experienced; and surviving abuse is a story for anyone and everyone, anywhere who has been in the same, or is currently experiencing the same thing. I pray you have the courage and strength to get the help you need to be able to escape. I pray those you speak to will be there to help you, guide you, and encourage you. I pray that those you surround yourself with will love you unconditionally. Your own healing journey and your own justice can start with you. I pray that wherever you are, in the states, or across the globe, that you will be guided and protected. I pray, in the name of Jesus, that you will remain safe, that God will keep you, and that when you are ready to seek him, God will be right there waiting. You were never alone. He will never leave you! Trust in the name and power of Jesus Christ. He was always there with me, even when I doubted, cursed, and was angry, God loved me because I still believed. The seed was planted at a very young age.
I am so very grateful for everyone in my life right now. I have a wonderful support system. My biological family and my church family are amazing, God sent people. I have a wonderful family, with a very patient, caring and loving husband. Something I thought I would never be able to have. Before I left my dad’s house, I truly did not see a future. Everything was black. I had plans, and goals, but I didn’t believe I would ever see it come true. By the grace of God, I have just enough. I have everything I could need at this moment, and I am blessed beyond measure. My God made that possible. I am eternally and unapologetically grateful to my Lord and savior in more ways than one, and I pray my journey and faith will only get stronger.
I thank those of you who are following this blog. I don’t expect anything from anyone, however knowing that even ONE person reads a post is meaningful. So, thank you for baring with me as I continue my story.
I may take a break for a little bit. I have been so exhausted mentally lately, and I pray for Gods continued grace and comfort. I know I have a lot of healing yet. I also have a lot to do at home as well. I have been doing better with my mental health, (thank you Jesus), and I have been trying to allot time to get things done. I love that I can stay busy, but I get anxious and bored easily, especially if its redundant. Father God, continue keeping us safe Lord. Protect our property, and our family as we go about this current journey. Lord, bring peace, and blessings to my neighbors, and the surrounding area. Father, keep us in your presence… Thank you for all you continue to do Lord. Let my heart stay grateful and humble. All glory and honor and everything you’ve gifted me are yours, Jesus! ~Amen